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Haunted Mind

by Booze Radly

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1.
Empty Rooms 02:20
“Empty Rooms” by Alex Manescu (2014) And we’ll lay down on our backs Where the walls meet and the cracks Grow deeper in our hearts Deeper in our hearts And everything that you’ve ever known Will make you ache Will make you scream Will make you feel so damn alone And my father he once said That every day the sun will set And rise again from a different point Point of view I swear its the last time that I Will ever speak your name Cause everytime I do My heart burst right up into flames And empty rooms echo with all the things We’ll never say They collapse into a tomb And bury both of us away They collapse into a tomb And bury both of us away Life keeps moving on And on And on
2.
Untitled 03:07
“Untitled” by Alex Manescu (2014) Perfectly defeated now And my words out pace the sounds They need for me to sing them out Because I spend all of my spare time Thinking about the world in rhymes Writing songs about a memory of a feeling That I will never know That I will never know You don’t owe me a goddamn thing I’ll tell you everything that you Want to hear when you’re alone Crying on the telephone Allison, Allison Do you think we have it in Us, to forgive The people we have been And I said I was alright A thousand goddamn times But it never made a difference And I said that you were right A thousand goddamn times But it never made a difference
3.
Riptide 04:59
“Riptide” by Alex Manescu (2016) And we all grow in time to know The feelings hiding down below Like what lies beyond the great unknown Equal parts the reapers, and the sewn You pull me under like a riptide Underneath the Atlantic Ocean waves Why do I even wonder if we’re ok? When we’re already resting In our watery graves I’ll scream in silence as water fills my lungs You weigh me down like the anchor you’ve become Underwater, with no feeling Treading water for no reason Life rafts come too little, too late There’s nothing left for us to say You pull me under like a riptide Underneath the Atlantic Ocean waves Why do I even wonder if we’re ok? When we’re already resting In our watery graves Lately I’ve been feeling anxious Lately I’ve been feeling empty No screams for help could reach us There’s no solid ground beneath us My skies turn black when you’re around There’s no hope for us to be found You’re the millstone around my neck And we’re quickly pulling down Quickly pulling down Quickly pulling down
4.
Teenagers 03:37
“Teenagers” by Dylan Molloy (2018) You haven’t said a word You always were so stubborn I was intentionally blind Like sleeping masks you’d put over your eyes The rote motions that we’d gone through A list of talking points, but none were new Our naive hearts thought we could last But our best days had long since past Couldn’t survive all the change That came with age As we transplanted, across the state There came a point I could see it on your face When your mind had already been made So I just counted down the days Feelin like I had it figured out Like I felt when you were still around I’ve been wishing that I knew you now I’ve been wishing that I knew you now
5.
Willow 04:56
Willow by Alex Manescu (2014) I swear that I Won’t forget you now Cause regret is the kind of thing That always leaves me wondering how All the choices that I’ve made Come with outcomes all the same And all the missteps that we take Are slowly driving me insane With every second guess I left my words more meaningless And they just hung in the air Like leaves on willow trees down where We talked laying in the grass I still remember the last Thing, that I ever asked you Do you think of me fondly? Do you think of me often? We lost ourselves in the silence Your last words rang like sirens I know, you’re not alone But there’s a little part of me that wishes You were So we’d have that much in common now And there’d be one last thing for me To lose sleep about
6.
Elizabeth 04:47
“Elizabeth” by Alex Manescu (2012) She arched her back Down on the rails In the town where we both met She said close your eyes And hold me tight And we’ll pray that we’ll both die tonight And we’ll make believe That we’re in heaven While we’re demons on the run And we’ll paint the town in red and black In the names our parents wanted us to have And I heard her voice Down on the street While I lay face down in my room And she screamed my name Inside my head But I never saw her face She said the city it moves Like a beating heart As the cars roll down on broad street And the people their phones They ring off the hook But they never hear a damn thing And so she drove me down To the edge of the parkway Where we fell in love And we emptied the fuel out of her gas tank And poured it on the ground She said lets burn this fucking town down
7.
Xmas Eve 03:46
“Christmas Eve” by Alex Manescu (2012) And we all burn through our brightest days Like a summer’s night or a passing train That’s just another thing kind of hard to Find the strength to remind you I hate to say it but I can’t pray that you Won’t end up alone When your heart gives out When your heart gives out I can’t say that you Did all that you could do But your time ran out But your time ran out With all your gifts laid out On the floor all around As your breath left your tired lungs And you stumbled to the ground With all the words that you never said With all the words that you never said I can’t pray that you Won’t end up alone When your heart gives out When your heart gives out I can’t say that you Did all that you could do But your time ran out But your time ran out I can’t pray that you Won’t end up alone When your heart gives out When your heart gives out I can’t say that you Did all that you could do But your time ran out But your time ran out
8.
Stratford 03:13
“Stratford” by Alex Manescu (2014) Dagger, bloody dagger Please fill the void inside my chest Cause the poison I’ve been drinking Has left me reckless and a mess So we’ll sleep here tonight And we’ll lie through our teeth For the rest of our lives Our lives, our lives, our lives With broken bones and hollow lives We’ll drink away our paint tonight Tonight As soon as I realize That it’s too late to see them fading away Away Your name is a plague I swear it’s true It curses everything you do So tell me can you see those ghosts That hover all around you You’re not a lord You’re not a king You’re hardly much of anything Who knows what tomorrow’s fortune brings But I doubt it’s your name “they” will sing I’ve had enough of these winter months The snow can just bury us Until we can’t see the sun rise Until there’s nowhere left for us to hide From here It happens every single fucking year So I’ll stay, inside Dreaming of our lives in better times With broken bones and hollow lives We’ll drink away our paint tonight Tonight As soon as I realize That it’s too late to see them fading away Away
9.
Glass 04:05
“Glass” by Alex Manescu (2015) Hey little sister can you see those strings That prop up all of your new friends The rhythm of your heart beat skips in time And you find words lose their meaning And in the evening hours at your desk Find comfort in the poems of a dead man You’ve lost your taste for fashionable friends And you’re alone now And ink stains the page With all the words you couldn’t say Any time I pick you up I could shelve you away But we’ll speak inside my head almost every single day And we’ll find its getting harder And we’ll find its getting harder And we’ll find its getting harder And we’ll find its getting harder To breathe with lungs made of glass To breathe with lungs made of glass To breathe with lungs made of glass To breathe with lungs made of glass
10.
Haunted Mind 05:45
“Haunted Mind” by Alex Manescu & Dylan Molloy (2015) With words like fractured limbs Upon your lips you’ll sing And I’ll watch you while you weep and cry yourself to sleep The voice you learned to love is howling in the wind Like aches of memories you’d rather not relive When you recognize a face passing in a dream Familiar names of places that you’ve never been Think back as far as you can hoping you will see A friend forgotten that you just can’t seem to reach Who’s gonna miss you when you’re gone when no-one cares when you’re there Where do you find the strength to carry on when your thoughts lead you everywhere And at night the shadows on the walls paint demons chasing from your past Because the truth you know is probably the only thing you have Breaking up my built up mental levees Waking up sweating from all of my dreams lately You’re cursed with a haunted mind But the ghosts are nothing more than lives you could’ve had You’re cursed with a haunted mind But the ghosts are nothing more than lives you could’ve had You’re cursed with a haunted mind But the ghosts are nothing more than lives you could’ve had You’re cursed with a haunted mind But the ghosts are nothing more than lives you could’ve had

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released June 14, 2019

Drum Tracking by Matt Molchany, Shards Studio in Bethlehem, PA
Additional Tracking by Vince Dejesus & Alex Manescu, Echobase, Philadelphia PA
Mix & Production Engineer: Merritt Jacob, New York NY
Mastered at Trout Recording by Merritt Jacob & Adam Sachs, New York NY

Alex Manescu - Vocals, Guitar
Vince Dejesus - Guitar, Vocals
Dylan Molloy - Vocals, Key & Bass Demoing
Pete Sovia - Drums, Vocals, Keys
Youssef Moussa - Bass, Vocals

Mary Carter - Additional Vocals on Willow
Rosalie Wetzel - Additional Vocals
Stephanie Wasko - Bass Demos
Adam Tuttle - Additional Keys (Willow)

Samples & Additional Credits
Alan Watts - Collected Speeches 1960-1969

“Haunted Mind” album cover art provided by Sereno C. Jacob from his private collection of original paintings

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